The Way I Wanna Be

I want to be the moon, so that when the night is dark and you're far from home, I can be your light.

I want to be the ground, so that while you walk, I can kiss your feet.

I want to be the ocean, so I can sweep you off your feet when you least expect it.

I want to be a little bird on a branch above you so I can hear your secrets.

I want to be the sun, so I can warm your face when you are cold.

I want to be a flower, so I can wait silently and pray...pray that you'll pick me.....

I really don't think that anyone in this world knows the real me. My closest friends know me better than anyone else, but I don't think I’ve ever let certain sides of me come out around anyone except myself. I keep some feelings hidden because no one would understand, and even if they did understand, there wouldn't be anything that anyone could do to make the feelings disappear. It hurts to look at yourself in the mirror and hate yourself, look into the mirror and wonder what ever happened to that smile that used to shine so bright. When you look at yourself, you see this version of "you" that your mind has created, someone that has become so distant and cold that nobody wants to be around her. Empty eyes. Fragile bones. The only thing you have left are the lies you tell yourself everyday to survive, lies that have become your painful reality, lies that will swallow you whole and crush your insides, lies that have turned you into someone you never wanted to be.. THE E GUY

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desperado is back !!!!

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